I’m so thrilled that my ‘week’ of writing a blog is right next to Father’s Day, because I can’t wait to encourage my husband, and the father of our children, Kurt Weaver.
Before Kurt and I got married, I remember a conversation we had about the number of children we ‘wanted’, and his response was, “I dunno, maybe one…” I sat there dumbfounded, as I had always wanted a larger family, and thought about what this meant for us as a couple. My mind was flooded with questions like, “Will this be a constant matter of conflict in our coming marriage?”, “Will God need to change my heart, or his?” Or, would God just give us quadruplets right off the bat, and Kurt would just have to engage immediately and completely with the sovereignty of God?
We love to laugh at this now, and as I look back on the last 13 years, I am amazed at how much God has grown this wonderful man, and brought him to a place of incredible faith for not just one, but six little Weavers!
Kurt has embraced each new little one with faith and trust in God, and has grown so much in leading them in the ways of the Savior.
One thing I want to highlight is Kurt’s ability to turn every conversation into a ‘Gospel Opportunity’. We will be sitting at the dinner table, and he’ll read a verse, and without skipping a beat will ask the children how they see the gospel in what was just read. To be honest, I sometimes sit there thinking, “How is he going to do it this time? It is so obscure I can’t even find it!” But, he is so quick to find the correlation between the two, and I sit there amazed at the work of God in his life, as he patiently leads the children to see the Gospel in all the Scriptures. I am so excited for our children to have a father who cares so deeply for their souls.
Last but not least, I LOVE watching Kurt with his girls! You see, Kurt never wanted daughters. After having three sons, when asked if he wanted to have girls, he would respond, “I wouldn’t know what to do with them!” He was raised in a family of all boys, and would tell you very bluntly that he didn’t have faith for daughters. But, God in his wisdom gave us two sweet little girls, and I get tears in my eyes every time I watch Kurt interact with them– he ADORES them, and they him, and that’s putting it mildly!
Hebrews 11:6 says, “And without faith, it is impossible to please Him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek Him.”
When I think of fatherhood and Kurt, I think of one word- Faith! Kurt’s faith in this area has grown by leaps and bounds and is exemplary, and I know that he sees these precious children, each one, as an undeserved reward from the hand of God.
~Kurt, thank you for embracing with great faith this fatherhood thing! You are doing an amazing job, and we are all so grateful for the way you lead our family. We are so blessed to call you Daddy and husband. Love, B, C, B, W, A, H & ?~
June 19, 2009 at 11:22 am
Barbara-what a wonderful post!
I could add that I love seeing Kurt’s face when he greets the kids at Alpha. He is intentional in greeting each one.
Can’t wait to meet the newest Weaver this fall!
June 19, 2009 at 11:53 am
Thanks, Barbara, for taking the time to write. Sophia and I are enjoying our current opportunity to interact with Braeden in children’s ministry, and the fruit of Kurt’s (and your) investment of the gospel in his life stands out particularly to us in the way he gives such thoughtful consideration to his answers to questions.
June 19, 2009 at 12:06 pm
Barbara -
I am so grateful that God has given you eyes of faith to clearly recognize grace at work in your husband’s life when it could be so easy to only see his sin. Your family is a blessing to us all here at CrossWay and I have seen in very specific ways how you and Kurt are quick to engage those around you in conversations and activities that bring much glory to God. What a joy to watch as you once again prepare for a new little one(and an email address change) who will be blessed beyond measure.Thank You for investing in the lives of your children and our church.
June 19, 2009 at 12:32 pm
My eyes are flooded with tears of Amen!! I echo over and over again, Kurt is a man of faith, what an example! Barbara you are also a great woman of faith, you don’t miss a beat, ready for the next step of faith. We love you all- Weaver family
June 19, 2009 at 3:16 pm
What a sweet tribute to Kurt, Barbara. I love the picture. Can your kiddos be any cuter?!?!?